The only thing I really needed to do before my wedding was see my dad. It brought such a sense of peace to me, such a bitter-sweetness as well. I fought to hold back rivers of tears and smiled like sunshine hearing his voice and seeing his eyes look at mine. It's a love that is truly indescribable. I sat at his feet and yearned for his wisdom and insight in all areas of life...it has been so long. So so so long.
Not a moment next weekend will be the same without him there....but the Lord knows to hold my heart as I don't know that I can hold it myself.
I discovered this song the other day...it's getting me through some feelings of bitterness and pity.
God you are higher than any other.....awesome in power. You are for us...and no one can stop us...no one can stand against. Your wrath will rain down on those deserving and i have my own wrath coming but I also rest in the fact that you do not forget others wrong doings. Those who wrong us.....go against you. I believe it.
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